Sunday Stroll

Hello Everyone!

2010-11-19T20:03:00.001-04:00

I am on Tumblr now! I will be updating it frequently with current work, inspiration, and other things along my way.

Find me here.

Erie Basin

2010-01-10T23:50:00.003-04:00

This is my favorite online shop and the blog has even more inspiring things!

A few of my top favorites over the past few months:

As soon as the weather is a bit nicer I am taking a day trip out to her shop in Red Hook!

From My Heart

2009-12-03T23:48:00.004-04:00

My very dear friends The Maldives have just released their new album "Listen to the Thunder." I am so proud of them they are all so talented! Amazing when you put all nine of them in a band together!

Jason was asked this question and I think it says it all:
"What people should expect when The Maldives take the stage - Faces melted, hearts broken. They should not expect to be "twanged."

Here is a great little article about them that includes the entire album for your listen enjoyment! Please enjoy!

Amazing boys, love and miss you!

Hello Old Friends

2009-12-03T21:58:00.005-04:00

It has been sometime since I last blogged, but I have been so busy!

The next issue of Working Class Magazine is up and running! Please check it out! There are some great articles and amazing photos! I art directed and styled on two of the shoots and had such a good time! I am proud of everyone and all their hard work, this issue is amazing!

Some of my favorite images from the issue:

Photos by Mike Mabes

Wranglers always remind me of Seattle... and everything else they are doing here too!
Her illustrations are amazing!

My favorite shot from our Girl with Flowers shoot.

Please join us for the launch party if you are in NY, this Sunday the 6th at 200 Orchard!

Little Blurb!

2009-09-18T15:06:00.004-03:00

During last weeks Fashion Night Out I was interviewed by a writer from Brokelyn.com at the store Charlie & Sam. She asked me lots of questions about bargin shopping, which I have a lot to say about, and proceeded to take a million photos! You know how much I love to get my picture taken! Anyways here it is, not exactly the wording I used, but close enough!

Photo by Blessing Marie this afternoon at work!

Web Site Launch

2009-08-24T18:17:00.004-03:00

Hey all! My new website was launched yesterday for my birthday! Feel free to take a look when you can and check back in every now and then. I am working on a bunch of projects so more will be added regularly!

photo by jamie

Ok guys!

2009-08-22T17:58:00.003-03:00

I always get comments that you want to see photos of me, but I am usually the one behind the camera and never get those! So here you are. Photos by my photographer friend Jamie . They are from Thursday evening's dinner at Civetta and the Working Class Magazine launch party!

Moments

2009-08-17T23:14:00.004-03:00

You all know, or I assume you do, that I am an avid WNYC and This American Life podcast listener (and I will admit I have made it through the archives as well). This video is from this weeks WNYC podcast series of shorts. It just made me feel good so I thought I would share it.

Working Class Magazine Issue VIII

2009-08-15T12:00:00.000-03:00

Its out! Its great! There are three stories that I worked on this month. I hope you enjoy them and the rest of the issue!

Maybe I'll see you at the launch party as well?!

Have I Ever Mentioned

2009-07-31T20:00:00.000-03:00

That I love taxidermy? Well I do, a lot! As soon as I live someplace where the other dwellers of my space will allow me to have it I will have it! Saw this article in the New York Times. These spaces make me jealous! Minus the cute boy with the dog and cat taxidermy. Something about having a loved animal, or what have you, stuffed does not sit well with me.

Oh the zebra rug! I know where to get one in Seattle and have thought about purchasing it when I am home in August. I would not be able to have it out in my apartment now I think, but since I would have it forever I could just store it, right?

So beautiful against the dark wall.

(I know some of you that read my blog are vegetarians, I am so sorry but I grew up in a hunting and fishing family and they are so beautiful to me!)

Kiddies

2009-07-31T19:00:00.000-03:00

Shannon showed me this today at work. I love the Crewcuts catalog, it is so creative and fresh and the kids are too die for cute!

Leggings, Mesh, and Studs

2009-07-30T18:03:00.000-03:00

Came across these lovelies today, how cool are they! My wardrobe is a constant changing mesh of things and I think I really need these!

pixiemarket.com

Sun Kissed and Freckled

2009-07-26T00:21:00.003-03:00

Gidget kind of day.

Took the train out to East Hampton today with my roommate. We left super early in the morning to rent bikes and head to the beach. I had never been out there before and I love the beach... not so much the town, but it was a fun experience! I was too relaxed or getting a workout on the bike and we forgot to take photos. I am sun kissed and freckled.

Tomorrow is an entire day of Williamsburg music!

Widower

2009-07-20T00:27:00.003-03:00

Sweetest friends I hope that you are enjoying your time on the road. Kisses from the east Ill see you at the summers end!

Certainly Tonight

Did I mention

2009-07-18T01:33:00.004-03:00

That I have to have this:

Its Anna Sui for Target and does not come out until September 13th. Hoping I can get my hands on it.

In Spirit

2009-07-18T01:16:00.003-03:00

Of the day I will be spending with my little man Mika... starting in oh just four hours... I give you Loretta Lux. The images are so beautiful in that very eerie sort of way, I love them!

"Study Of A Girl" 1
(This is by far my favorite)

"Study Of A Boy" 1

"Sasha and Ruby"
(these remind me of Diane Arbus)

Loretta herself

Seasonal Inspiration

2009-07-06T00:56:00.003-03:00

Its officially summer here in NY. We successfully had two days of sunshine with no showers in a row! Here are some images from a swim inspired shoot I did a few months ago. So excited that I have finally had some time on my roof tanning!

Photographer: Ellen Burnie
Stylist: me

New Bird

2009-06-25T00:41:00.004-03:00

Sophie Madeleine, my new favorite little bird.

You Are My Favourite:

Oh it's sitting on the tip of my tongue
as we're quietly strolling along.
I've been meaning to tell you for so long now
that it's got me stuck in a hold somehow.
You're looking me right in the eye.
We stop still and the world rushes by
and as I struggle to hide it inside I find that
I lack the courage to tell you.
And all I can manage to say is

"You are by far my favourite.
and I've been thinking it's about time that you knew.
That you are by far my favourite.
And I hope that I'm by far your favourite too."

You're looking at me ever so strange.
I guess it's time I should really explain.
You see I'm ever so glad that I met you now
I'm constantly being amazed at how you
make all my troubles dissolve.
Every kiss leaves me wanting another and my
heart hits the floor when I see you.
And I feel so sure when I say that

"You are by far my favourite.
And I've been thinking it's about time that you knew.
That you are by far my favourite.
And I hope that I'm by far your favourite too."

So will you forgive this stuttering fool?
This mess of a girl? Oh, please don't be cruel.

'Cause you are by far my favourite.
And I've been thinking it's about time that you knew.
That you are by far my favourite.
And I hope that I'm by far your favourite too.

Mad Hatter

2009-06-25T00:12:00.003-03:00

The question of when Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland: Mad Hatter movie comes out. I love Alice as most of you know (I have an original drawing tattooed on my forearm) and don't think I have ever been more excited!

Long wait (March 5, 2010) but these look so beautiful!

I love the actor who plays the twins! Matt Lucas from Little Britain, although I am sure if he will be playing a comedy roll this time with the Tim Burton twists.

I hardly ever go see movies on the big screen, except for summer time drive-ins or on really cold winter days, but this one I will be at!

Rainy Saturday Night

2009-06-21T00:26:00.005-03:00

I took a spill down my stairs this evening in the process of getting ready. So I have no choice but to stay in with my computer and ice! Thankfully I am staying dry, I lost count of how many days in a row it has been raining.

I decided to share another one of these with you. I love lists like this because they are different every time. Again no particular order.

1. just after it rains
2. brunch
3. my wonderfully fun job
4. email pen pals
5. endearment
6. beards

7. music like this
8. upstate NY
9. forgiveness
10. my new Paul Smith heals

11. weekly pampering
12. coffee
13. Classic Cinema Online
14. Stogo's vegan ice cream
15. sweet tea vodka
16. Japanese food
17. podcasts
18. gray
19. birds
20. words written by friends
21. shorts
22. car rides through the city
23. gummy bears
24. my roommates
25. sandwiches
26. rearranging rooms
27. free street finds
28. paychecks
29. day trips
30. kids
31. old homes
32. lipstick
33. sausage
34. decorating
35. thrifting
38. fresh cleaned clothes
39. train rides
40. rooftops
41. Betty Boop cartoons

42. smiles
43. dark eyes
44. Jones Fife
45. The Mouse Spot
46. blog cursing
47. teeth with character
48. kisses
49. cuddling
50. celebrations
51. concerts outside
52. thunder and lightning
53. Widower
54. fresh lettuce
55. dates
56. planning trips
57. old westerns
58. Dad's cooking
59. phone calls home
60. google maps
61. Sundays
62. organizing
63. the woods
64. the beach
65. sun bathing
66. doing favors
67. forgiving
68. never forgetting
69. memory differences
70. pancakes with peanut butter and syrup
71. anticipation
72. other people's ways of life
73. getting to know someone
74. parks
75. bob cuts
76. Kill Devil Hill
77. articles about locals
78. staying up late
79. my apartment
80. molasses cookies
81. subway
82. vintage dresses
83. planning photo shoots
84. learning to ride my bike
85. campfires
86. concert posters
87. fans
88. personal phone books
89. her
90. rest
91. talking
92. the weekly NY mag
93. dreams
94. sweetness
95. equality
96. farmers markets
97. being a regular
98. secrets
99. growing up
100. living life

Irony

2009-06-19T00:14:00.000-03:00

Today I went scouting in Coney Island with Jamie and Kylie. I really enjoyed myself despite being soaked due to the down pour that lasted until late this evening! Planning shots for what is supposed to be a summer time shoot in the pouring rain was more then entertaining and somehow a success.

rain approaching, image by Jamie

When will this arrive?
Image from here.

Forgot...

2009-06-17T00:24:00.000-03:00

to post images from upstate and Art at Grasmere, so here they are.

Grasmere landscapes.

Telesca

My favorite painting of the weekend.

details.

vintage shutters.

long forgotten, yet in plain sight.

beautiful.

Summer dresses are out and ironed and being worn.

Ears Lowered

2009-06-17T00:20:00.000-03:00

This is now me.

She'll Be Comin'

2009-06-16T01:00:00.000-03:00

I'm feeling good and working hard. I have some really great projects that I will be shooting all within the next few weeks. Things are lined up and moving fast, it is practically July 5th for me. Its good, no all is going very great!

I wore this today.

I love it. If you look up how much it costs well... I deserve it! My freelancers treat for receiving a long awaited check in the mail the other day. I felt great in it all day long, I was told I was walking around looking instantly photograph-able! I LOVE THAT!

Easter

work food

Back for more scouting Thursday, this time no roller coaster ride! Did not even make it over the first hill without whiplash!

Love this random chair that was on my building rooftop. Plastic and wood combo. Modern and rustic.

Wondering

2009-06-02T21:58:00.000-03:00

I have been lost in sunshine, haircuts, quick trips home, bloody marys, work for many kinds of prosperity...

I will be heading upstate to Meagan's parents this weekend to attend this.

Then back to the city for a very fun and very heavy summer of work!

Working and enjoying this:

Friday

2009-05-10T01:09:00.000-03:00

I went to Coney Island and on the way back I bought a bike.... summer is approaching!

Embrace

2009-04-24T17:38:00.001-03:00

A shoot I styled recently for a magazine, simple but love it!

Back to the city, followed by the rain

2009-04-20T22:51:00.000-03:00

Rain makes me think of Seattle.

Seattle makes me think of friends.

Friends make me think of music.

Music makes me think of dancing.

Dancing makes me think of happiness.

I miss you Seattle and am so excited to give you hugs, I know you hear me say this all the time and if you have not know that it is true!

For those of you who have not heard me brag about them, I have many friends in Seattle that are extremely talented musicians. Chris and Tomo made some beautiful videos on a recent Washington road trip. The scenery is so beautiful! Thank goodness I am going upstate in a few weeks for a flea market and that I will be in Seattle by the end of the summer!

Thank you Seattle.

Upstate

2009-04-10T14:00:00.000-03:00

(Christopher Stott)

Packing my bags and heading upstate with Meagan for the Easter weekend. There will be lots of relaxing, country walks, eating, reading, rummage shopping, and maybe even some tv... shh!

I have a few things that I am looking for for my place. Some unique shelving visions I have, a new reading lamp, a side table for my room, pictures and frames, and oh who knows what else!

See you when I get back!

Spring Cleaning Never Fails to Happen

2009-04-10T02:06:00.000-03:00

I have been really into fixing up things around my apartment lately. Had an Ikea outing earlier in the week and have been reorganizing a lot. Container Store, Bed Bath and Beyond, and any other place. Trying to really settle in and make the apartment a bit more me while finding a compromise with my two roommates. It has been a fun project!

So a bit back I mentioned that H&M was going to be selling home items. Well they do but as can tend to happen, not in the US. I recently found it online and was not as excited about it as I would have like to have been. I think the styling is fun and I just checked today and they have added some great summer things. Lots of great pillows!

The one thing that caught my eye the first time around was the jean table set. Not something that I would want to buy but it did inspire me to look into making my own version. A more rustic uneven version. So I have begun to gather old jeans I like and find of very inexpensive, hoping to start that sowing project soon.

Just so you have an idea:

There were a few other things that caught my eye:

Character Project

2009-04-07T18:17:00.000-03:00

USA Network did a character project recently that I kept seeing signs for in the subway. Yesterday I finally remember to take a look at it. I am a people watcher and love photographs of people. Reminds me of Richard Avedon and Diane Arbus whose character studies I really love. I more then often see people I want to photograph, but have to admit I am totally to afraid to ask. Here are some images that I really enjoyed.

Passing Quickly

2009-04-05T22:22:00.000-03:00

My new goal has been becoming one with my point and shoot digital camera. I think Kylie has been having better bonding time then I have, but hey it is coming with my everywhere and it is coming out of the purse, its a start.

My hair continues to get shorter...

Kylie took this photo of me at a great new restaurant, Caracas, that just opened down the street from my place. A new place seems to open every week and I have fallen a bit behind on trying them out!

One of my most favorite things about my neighborhood are all the great brunch places. I try to rotate between them every weekend.

Egg

(Photo by Kylie Fife)

I have been spending a lot of time organizing upcoming shoots and looking for inspiration.

(Photo by Kylie Fife)

Juliette
The best part about Juliette's is that they serve Stumptown coffee. They announced it to me one week as though it were some far off unknown wonder of the world! Stumptown has been spreading throughout Brooklyn and some of my favorite places serve it! That's right Manhattan, for now you have to come here to get the best coffee in the city!

My first of many cobblers this spring season! It was so good, and I ate it was some delicious vanilla soy ice cream. That's right soy, I have been very good about my allergies lately! I already bought more peaches to make another one.

Living Faith Project

2009-04-04T15:04:00.001-03:00

Its up!

Working Class Magazine: Living Faith

Orange Zebra

2009-03-24T23:49:00.001-03:00

Did a little shopping for myself last week, this sweater was one purchase and on great sale! Maybe the only thing I bought on sale. It was the first day of Spring 2009 the other day, so to celebrate I headed to the nail salon to get orange nails! Then today I switched from Clinique to Mac... so I celebrated with a new color of orange lipstick titled "Vegas Volt." Yes Spring! Now weather change!

No Denying

2009-03-24T01:56:00.000-03:00

You know I only hear about the days when singers were simply entertainers as well. He might be the only one my generation has. You cant deny it, he is good.

Always with Care

2009-03-11T01:49:00.000-03:00

I always loving reading her words and taking in her images. I have always felt that she knows and understands me more then I do myself. A feeling that can be uncomfortable yet is more comforting. There is a link to her blog that she shares with her younger sister under other inspirations, but this one today I particularly enjoyed. Read always with care.

3/10/09

Miss you and love you so much, cant wait for our Sunday!

Spring Chicken

2009-03-09T00:55:00.000-03:00

(Image from Martha Stewart back in the day)

Spring has not quite arrived but I can feel it in the air! There is a popular brunching spot below my apartment and the past two weekends it has been getting more and more packed, outdoor serving starts in two weeks but everyone is pushing for now! I took a long walk in Central Park this afternoon and it was great to see so many people out without so many layers and smiles on their faces! The winter past quickly with lots of sunshine! I am looking forward to so many outdoor NY experiences without my goose down jacket.

Wining and Dining
dresses
McCarren and Central Park events
sun bathing on my rooftop
bathing suits
potlucks with friends
VISITORS!
brunches outdoors
sunglasses
road trips to surrounding states
hair cuts
outdoor photo shoots
cut off shorts
10 ft Single by Stella Dallas (you have to come to me to see this just ask Chris)
iced drinks with straws
reading in the park
gallery art openings
no tights
smiles from strangers
kids shrieks and giggles
food to go but not for my couch
visiting Seattle
XO's
flea markets galore!
voluptuous farmers markets
bloody mary Sundays
bbq
walks to work in the sun
postcards and letters
things I can't imagine

...

You Just Can't Help It...

2009-03-04T00:54:00.000-04:00

...when you find a note that you know was not meant to be seen by anyone but who it was written for and maybe not even them, but you just have to read it.

I am a huge fan of This American Life and listen to it on an almost daily basis (I have a lot of years to catch up on!). At times they will mention side projects, books, or performances, etc. of the people they bring on to tell stories. I used to just listen and then forget and not think twice. Recently I started writing them down when something caught my attention.

Today I wrote down foundmagazine.com after listening to act one of "By Proxy" written by Davy Rothbart. This website is all about that found letter and so much more.

Few favorites I came upon on my first look:

Ok one more. Not sure if this is the kid in me, but made me laugh. Everything is strange about it.

And I heard today,"I don't think it is ever to late. You just never know what people need to know."

Sneak Peak

2009-03-04T00:02:00.000-04:00

The weather has gone far back into winter, and my hopes for dresses without tights got pushed back with it! I have a few busy weeks coming up with work and visitors so I thought I would post this sneak peek before I forgot. I will probably remind you but they should be up on the Working Class Magazine website by April 1st!

Its for their "Faith" issue. All our sets were built from scratch and are glimpses of a person's personal space that will give you a sense of what their faith is without actually seeing or knowing them. We did five different people, this is just one. Love each space so much, hope you visualize the people we were, stay tuned for the others!

Photography: Charlotte Davis
Styling/Props: Jessica Soga and Kylie Fife

Music Radio

2009-02-27T00:09:00.001-04:00

I love listening to music when I am home, pretty much at all times, but I do not have an extensive music collection. I don't even own an ipod! Plus it makes my birds whistle and that's a nice sound. My favorite music radio site is Pandora and lately I have been experimenting with different artist to see what come up and what gives me a play list I really love. I have figured out that typing in not only the artist but a specific song that they sing really helps, for example Beyonce "Single Ladies", comes up with a great girlie sing along. However this evening I might I have discovered my most favorite play list. It must be my mood this evening because I have not thought of this artist for so long.

I was feeling a little down from a negative encounter today, then angry, but later really positive as I have been lately. Creative and mellow. Thinking of Spring, old and new loves. All the great girl friends I have. All the goals and projects I have set for myself and how excited I am to take it all on. So sorting laundry and drinking wine a song came into my head, and I thought it could be either a really awful or amazing Pandora channel. As I am finding lately little upsets in my life are always followed by amazing additions as long as I stay positive and I am a counter of those little amazing things. Pandora's Sade channel brought my mood right back where it needed to be. Listen.

P.S. If you do not remember who she is.

Oh also, HEATHER! This is why you have to come visit... other then just me and that you love NYC.

"An entirely new and terrifying stage of my life."

2009-02-24T00:31:00.000-04:00

I read this caption today under a photo someone had posted of himself on his music profile. It hits hard at where I am in my life right now, but is also a feeling that I tend to have regularly growing up, meeting new people, starting new projects, taking chances. Life has always seemed terrifying to me, but that fear has made me want to do every thing that I do to the fullest extent. Be the best friend, the best lover, have the most fun, laugh the most... I know I am not always the most successful at this but I do honestly try.

I am living in such an inspiring city and meeting lots of inspiring women that even though I have been working on something everyday I was starting to feel a bit behind. I took a brake today, well not totally. I took that day to make a list. If you know me you know I function off of lists and find it crazy that people could survive without them. I tend to keep a list of things that I would like to get done for the day but then there is the master list, which is not always the most organized. Everything from shaving my legs or getting my nails done to desired home improvements and photo shoots goes one this list.

When I finished this list today, and it took me hours and lots of coffee, it was five pages long. This seemed normal to me however when shown to Kylie there was a pause then, "You have a lot to do!", followed my her wonderful shriek and cackle laugh. More like I have a lot I want to do, see just cause it goes on the list does not mean it will get done. Sure the bills will get paid, but will I ever get around to designing a new business card? And if I did would it end up back on there because I was unsatisfied three months later?

Life does not seem so terrifying when you have a list to guide you. If you think about it and write it down, maybe you wont forget that that is something you wanted to do. A year ago my list included "move to New York" and now that it has been crossed off, its not nearly as terrifying as I thought it would be.

List samples:

- new business cards
- 12 new shoots to add to my portfolio (I have already completed 2, Ill let you know when they are up for show!)
- send a few post cards every month (ones I made)
- talk to my Dad more
- blog more

New

2009-01-12T03:27:00.000-04:00

The holiday seasons passed so fast. They new year has begun and I can say I am more then ready for it. I will not bore you with resolutions but I am one to always have goals and work on them. So
I can count on that this year will be very different then last, like the last was very different then the one before. I always look forward to this.

Right now my inspiration is simply "new" which is not always so simple.

Happy New Year.

Favorite New Website

2008-12-08T02:07:00.000-04:00

Vimeo

The website itself is not new, just new to me. I cant really tell you how I happened upon it, links online are endless. But there is some very amazing creative people on this website, some professional some not. This is is my favorite that I have come across so far. The music and imagery are so beautiful.

The Ballad of Lettice Finding and Oscar Cutlet from Eric Power on Vimeo.

If You Have Not Already Heard!

2008-12-01T23:44:00.001-04:00

H&M is going to have a home line, sold only online, starting early 2009!

Here is the link to the press release and some photos. Look very fun and hopeful!

Now when will they have clothing available online to the US?

P.S.

2008-11-28T22:56:00.000-04:00

For the amount of time that I had from being informed I needed costume, work, and Thanksgiving. I think it turned out pretty good! After all I made it the morning of while trying to bake the biscuits, and the biscuits took a bigger sacrifice!

Thanksgiving was a great success and so were my dishes! I know how to cook but I am always a bit nervous when I am making things for the first time! Cross your fingers and bake!

I love Thanksgiving! How happy do you get just thinking about all the things you are thankful for?!

Salute to Navy

2008-11-28T17:57:00.001-04:00

If economic times were not causing me to pinch pennies for the time being this would be my winter into spring color of the year. It is so classic and I would wear it over black any day!

NAVY

More then half this stuff is from Stell McCartney, its just such wonderful design, they always actually look ready to wear to me.

Pilgrims and Indians

2008-11-25T18:15:00.000-04:00

I logged into my email today only to see one of the most exciting emails I have gotten in a long time. It informed me that a costume had pretty much become mandatory at my Thanksgiving Day gathering... I have been looking for an excuse to wear feathers and this is my chance!

(image by kat heyes)

Ok I know, I know, but his head dress really is awesome! (apparently the guy next to him is a pilgrim... he could have at least had a collar!)

(image from digitalmeatloaf.com, yes really)

I forgot to mention when I was at the flea market last Saturday I got a framed (what it says is) steel engraved etching of the Mayflower for $3.00! Its lovely and I picked it because I love images of old colonial looking ships, I did not realize it was the Mayflower till later.

Tis the season!

People

2008-11-24T22:38:00.000-04:00

I am really realizing about myself that I am strongly influenced in life by the people that I am surrounded with. Weather it be in style of clothing, life decisions, or how I feel about myself, they play an enormous part. They are a big part of influencing what I love in my life.

Heather is someone who has had one of the biggest impacts on my life. Her years of wisdom vastly exceed my mere 23. She never tells me that I am doing the wrong thing or that I should have done it differently, mainly that I should be strong in my decisions and what I feel and go with my instincts. I have really learned over the last year plus since I have know her that instincts are a great thing, they are confidence in yourself. So she is influencing me again and I am stealing her 100 list idea, that she got from this.

Ill be interested myself to see what is on this list.

100 things in the world I love: (In no particular order)

1. letters
2. yellow
3. books
4. friends' music
5. movies
6. photography
7. Heather's and my texts
8. being pampered
9. seasons
10. memories of life in other cities
11. mistakes
12. Blueberry Tea
13. King's bloody mary

14. beaches
15. decorating bedrooms
16. silhouettes
17. children
18. dresses
19. light
20. fire place warmth
21. Scotty's phone calls
22. yoga
23. bathing suits
24. notebooks
25. the subway
26. NYC
27. tattoos
28. beards

29. pecan pie
30. record players
31. coffee
32. tradition
33. costume parties
34. lists
35. mementos from childhood
36. walking
37. tea
38. blogs
39. lipstick
40. my bed
41. fresh baked cookies
42. visiting grandparents
43. other cultures
44. crepes
45. painting walls
46. flea markets/vintage stores
47. Dad's cooking
48. owls
49. high waisted pants
50. museums
51. parks
52. bowling
53. 1521 26th Ave.
54. J.G. Melons hamburger and fries
55. riding the JMZ into Manhattan

56. annual New Years dress
57. Ballard weekends
58. kisses
59. dinner with friends
60. red wine
61. dates
62. pencils
63. Japanese food
64. feathers
65. smiles
66. weekend trips
67. taxidermy
68. Diane Arbus
69. red, white, and blue
70. my job
71. old trucks
72. smooth legs
73. blankets
74. heals
75. Hazelwood
76. hydrangeas
77. country side

78. falling houses in feilds
79. showers
80. garlic
81. backyard bbqs
82. my rain boots
83. fairs
84. hammocks
85. amber
86. grapefruit
87. lotion
88. gold
89. impressionist painting room at the MET
90. sausage
91. shrek sandwhich
92. cardigans
93. magazines
94. large floral prints
95. colonial styled ships
96. Josie's lasagna

97. TV shows on DVD
98. zebra rugs
99. bubble gum cigars
100. chandeliers

Silhouettes

2008-11-18T20:23:00.000-04:00

I almost forgot I started a project last week drawing silhouettes, it is in its beginning stages but is quite fun to do. Most of the first ones I did were birds... this was my favorite, hung it on my wall.

I am trying to figure out what shorts of images work as silhouettes, then I can start making them look more final. I love this one also. Its from a photo I took this summer of my dear friend Josie creating a human sprinkler to cool himself off. Makes me smile!

Do not be surprised if you come to visit and I want to trace and take pictures of your lovely head!

Bird Talk

2008-11-18T19:35:00.000-04:00

One thing that I have noticed since I moved to NY is that I hardly ever see birds other then pigeons anymore. Along with that realization has come a fondness for items that do have birds on them. This dress made me squirm with excitement and I feel normally it would not be something that would catch my eye.

Midnight Migration Sheath from Anthropologie

Then at the flea market this weekend I saw these two framed water color images and without a thought decided that I needed to buy them for my parents for Christmas. ( I can talk about this because my parents do not read my blog.) I love them so much! Really beautifully frame and they were so inexpensive!

I have been wanting to make some feather necklaces recently and then I saw this amazing image and now I cant find the feathers I am looking for fast enough!

It is by an artist named Kat Heyes. She takes some amazing photographs and does some great illustration work.

Last night I had a dream about this dress I saw online a long time ago and wanted so bad. But in this dream I was surrounded by owls in a dark mold covered forest and my hair was long... dreams.

I have always loved certain pieces by Tsumori Chisato, this one especially.

As I mentioned in my last blog I have been on a search for a black swan print, did not find it last weekend but maybe a switch of flea market location will help this next weekend. Not sure what all this bird talk means but I like it.

YES WE CAN

2008-11-10T23:08:00.000-04:00

In theme of the new direction that our country is going in, I am changing the direction of my blog. Being in NY now I am way more inspired by things then I have ever been. I figure it would be more entertaining for you, and beneficial to me to blog about these such things that inspire me.

Lately my focus has been what I am going to do with my room. It is a small space, as most NY spaces are, but since I moved in with people who were already living in the apartment it is the only space that is truely mine in the apartment. I figure room decoration will be a great project for the quickly approaching winter.

#1: I have a problem with white walls most of the time, so I think the first step is painting. I am beginning to head in a slightly different direction of taste recently so my simple brown/yellow/white pallet is no longer going to work. Plan is just more color, in rich tones. But the walls in a small space like this is a very important decision and I had been struggling, until I saw the page color of the Smythson company.

This company is amazingly classic. I will have to stick to the Moleskine for the time being due to cost, so starting with Smythson inspired wall paint will have to do!

#2: Bedding. I will keep the white sheets. With sheets I love the look and feel of the crisp white. The comforter is yellow which will stay but I need a throw that is much more rich in blues and maroons. I am continually inspired by the feel of Anthropologie but they still never have quite what I am looking for. I have been visiting the Chelsae flee market and thrift shop after thrift shop in search. It will show up soon I know.

What I am visualizing would look great with these pillows from Anthropologie.

#3: The biggest part of this whole process, that will definitely be an ongoing project. Wall decorations. I was taken into this shop recently in the Upper East Side called Marckle Myers. It is amazing and I could and have and will continue to be lost in this shop. The lady has owned the place for 16 years and is extremely knowledgeable on the subject. What started out as an endeavor to please her mother turned into a life long hobby. While most are extremely rare and expensive she has been kind enough to include a $25 dollar section of her store. Inspired by Weston $25 print, $10 mat cut, less then $20 frame from the flee market = and beautiful piece for the wall in about $50. My goal however is a black swan, she has one, but it is not quite what I am looking for.
#4: This inspired me greatly! Not that there is one place that I eat at all the time but that I love food and trying new places! So I decided that I would find my own Manhattan/Brooklyn map and start marking places I have eaten and loved to help me keep track. Although I have a note book that gets taken with me everywhere to write things down eventually that notebook gets full and a new one arrives or notes get lost in other notes.

This image is from an awesome website called thesleby.com. All sorts of inpiration to be had there.

#5: Of course I will have my normal inspirational wall section where I tack up images from current magazines I love, etc.

#6: My room is small but I need some sort of small desk area. Just a little dark brown table that will sit flush against the wall with a little chair to match. Simple and small. Something great like a long thin old cutting board.

#7: I put new lightbulbs in my room so it would look like summer! I love light and with winter approaching it need it, but I might have gone overboard! Now I want to get some amazing vintage light fixtures.

#8: The last project is a head board. Being who I am I will be determined to make it on my own. I want it to all be wood I think dark wood. I saw something similar to what I am thinking once in a Greenpoint loft space, the girl did her whole wall. I need to brainstorm this one I have been searching for inspirational photos all day and not finding.

It is a good thing I am headed to the flee market tomorrow. Maybe i can find some of these things I am looking for and bargain for them!

City Lady

2008-11-07T19:05:00.000-04:00

My firend Weston Wells took some great photos of me... I thought I would share them with you all. Dont forget to check out his website. westonwells.com

Ash was here, I will have to post a Halloween photo this weekend.

Chapter 23

2008-10-27T16:33:00.000-03:00

Wow how the chapters turn in life. I like that they keep moving but sometimes I want them to go on for a few more pages. New ones beginning. Miss Dorr will be here in a few days. I can't wait for a little home to come to me in NY! We have Halloween extravaganza, a concert, and much shopping to do!

I just finished my last day of antibiotics! I am hoping I am better, I can't handle being sick any longer! It's time to get down to business here.

I live here.

Obama is everywhere... don't forget to vote please!
(For whoever you want!)

Banksy

And then there is Mika

America

2008-10-16T22:08:00.001-03:00

I need to stop reading books about American History. I am on my second in a row and with the addition of the elections... I might move to some tropical place and cook other people food for the rest of my life, while doing their laundry on the side and whatever else to live comfortably and be tan.

Very good book, kind of exciting actually at parts with the battle descriptions. But what I have more then realized is that it once again glamorized history. It is always more gruesome.

Now I am on to this much loved and equaled hated novel:

This one is trying to cover all the gruesome details! I know that America is not the only country built by people with a desire to rule at any life's expense, must countries were built this way, but it still makes it hard to be proud.

P.S.

2008-10-15T02:36:00.000-03:00

I am still sick and headed for the doctor again tomorrow. Yes a different doctor then the last one. I developed a sinus infection for sure over the last few days, so I am thinking I will call the last doctor and yell into the phone, "Asthma my ass!!" I want my money back.

On a lighter note I backed oatmeal raisin cookies for my roommate, after being her for over five years she has yet to master american baking... but I am more then happy to make the treats for her. While I was at it I made a vegetable soup from scratch with no recipe! Its tastes great!

Good night.

Daily Oatmeal with Dark Brown Sugar

2008-10-12T15:51:00.000-03:00

Routines are setting in as the one month mark approaches. I am at that point where somethings are becoming very normal but other things still remain foreign and confusing.

I am really enjoying my apartment. My roommates are both from Istanbul and very sweet people. We were blessed with the positive side of craigslist. Thanks goodness. Its big place and well worth what I pay especially since usually not only is your room small but so is the rest of your place. I have a smaller room but not that small and the rest of the place is very nice and open.

(There is a hallway to the right of this image that leads to the front door and stairs to the bedrooms.)

I have discovered my new coffee shop. I am not totally convinced it is the most convenient for on the way to work, its a few stops past the subway, but it is so far the best americano and biscotte combination I have come across in this city. It is a little place called El Beit. Very cute little place with bar seating at the front that opens to the street and a courtyard in the back with plenty of space. I must admit there is a coffee shop across the street from my place I have yet to try (it more of a cafe) because it is not open when I leave for work and by the time I get home it is so packed with boys that stare and try and make eye contact I am afraid to go in!

(Image taken form someone elses blog... everytime I have been in it has been to crowded. Also I must compliment the wide angle used. It makes the place look way larger then it is.)

Williamsburg is turning out to be more then I could have asked for. Especially the location that I live. I was so sick when I looked at places I did not realize everything I was getting! Also it is so close to the subway to Manhattan I can easily head there for the favorite I found while living in the East Village. Everyone know I am a lover of food and that my day usually relies upon pampering my tummy. There are so many places to go here it is crazy, I have yet to discover some things I will really love I think, until then here are the top:

1. El Beit
2. Wild Ginger (Vegan Pan-Asian)
3. Potato Cafe (This plac is out of this world great!)
4. Gellato (this is Japanese I swear! I could not find it online but it was great!)
5. Baci & Abbracci (Inexpensive wood fired pizza, yeah! Even the good pizza is inexpensive here!)
6. Crooked Tree (I want to eat here every day.)
7. Penny Licks (my oh my sweets galore)

Ok thats all for now! I shall continue my search on freewilliamsburg.com for more lovely eats.

jessicasoga.com

2008-10-02T17:05:00.000-03:00

YES! So jessicasoga.com officially no longer says "coming someday". Its here! There is not much on it at the moment have a few things that are not internet ready yet but will make it soon, but it is a great start.

Thank you, thank you Alex for all your help!

Note: If you have tired to look at it before and when it loads it still say "coming someday" hit the refresh button, cookies get in the way.

NYC Update

2008-10-01T00:19:00.000-03:00

1. I have been really sick since I got here.
2. I have somehow through this found a room to rent in an awesome loft in an awesome location in Williamsburg. I move in tomorrow.
3. I had an awesome interview for some freelance work today. Looks very promising.
4. Been doing a bit of babysitting to keep busy while I make solid connections. Baby chocked a bit today and I realized I forgot how to do baby CPR, homework time.
5. Got seriously lost in scary Brooklyn a few days in and cried.
6. Have grown up and figured out my way around, no longer feel lost, will no longer cry.
7. Discovered awesome $6 manicures.
8. Miss everyone so so much but must be honest, and do not be jealous I have made some friends.
9. Got to see Chris play at an awesome venue, seriously cool.
10. Found amazing vintage shopping. Seattle has some good stuff but this place... WOW! (Thanks Chris)
11. Cant for the life of me figure out what to be for Halloween.... help? But Ashley will be here and that will be amazing.
12. Scotty comes to visit in November!!!!
13. I am most likely coming home for a few days around Christmas!
14. Did I say I miss everyone so much?

Love
Jessica

oh wait:
15. I have yet to have a good cup of coffee... there are lots of places but they are not good. New goal to find one within a few blocks of my new place for easy on the way to work pickup when it is freezing in February.

Oh wait this also!!
16. New haircut.

New Life, Missing Bits of The Old

2008-09-27T01:41:00.000-03:00

I am sad to say I have been totally horrible about keeping up on this blog. But to my defense when lots of great things are happening I just do not think to blog, although there is lots to blog about.

I have made the move to NYC about a week and a half ago. Heather wrote a bit about my going away party and posted some pictures. Thank you so much to everyone that came to say good bye to me. It was an extremely fun night and much appreciated!

I had a wonderful last job in Seattle, although it was actually in San Diego. Lots of fun... little bits of work. I will miss the Cutter & Buck crew and my rap buddy buddy sing-a-longs.

I have finally begun to adjust to this immensely large city. Does not help that I appear to have some sort of respiratory sickness (bronchitis?) and have spent much of my time passed out sick in bed! But I did manage to somehow find myself an apartment in an amazing loft with some complete strangers who seem quite nice! All very exciting.

I made my way up to the Guggenheim Museum today to see the Louise Bourgeoi s exhibit, which was very inspiring and beautiful. I love going to art exhibits for the main reason that when you go you usually see something that you do not like. I am not sure why but there is something inspiring about art that I visually dislike being displayed at the Guggenheim. Maybe you will like her though, check it out: Catherine Opie I could not find an official website for her but most of those images were on display. However I really did like her freeway series but they were completely different then the rest of the exhibit.

Guggenheim Favorites of the day: (Images not from the actual exhibit)

Louise Bourgeois

Louise Bourgeois

Louise Bourgeois

Louise Bourgeois

Catherine Opie: freeways series

Woman Ironing, Picasso
(From the Guggenheim's personal collection)

I am adjusting but missing Seattle. I got to live with Scotty before I left and I cant express how great our time together was. Looking forward to people visiting but trying to focus on adjusting completely here. Oh yes and having no car is awesome!

August over?

2008-08-23T22:02:00.000-03:00

Almost and I do not know what happen to it. I promised myself months ago that I would not work this month. I would spend time with friends, relax and pack my apartment for the move. However, like it the past when time has been taken off it only lasts so long. I worked all month however Friday did mark the last day till September. I have learned about myself that I need work, like it, feel crazy without it. So on that note it leaves me one week to pack up my life and ship out! Well not totally. Ill be homeless though but still around till the 16th of September.

Today is my birthday and I am feeling awesome about what the next year holds for me. I know it help that it is always nice out on my birthday and that it is a Saturday. But I am honestly so pumped for what 23 has in store for me, whatever that may be.

So I do not think that people should celebrate their birth"day" all week. But this year I broke my rule. Scotty and I went to dinner at my parents last Sunday and out came the cards, gifts, and cake. All very yummy (thanks to the bbq my parents have inherited from me due to my move!). Then Tuesday Scotty took me to an amazing restaurant across the street from my apartment called Harvest Vine. It was the best date I have ever been on, I adore him and he amazes me more everyday.

Last night was Widower show and a little bit of dancing. One was mellow on was intense... sensory overload and almost to much to drink. But it was an entertaining way to ring in 23! On my way out the door for dinner with the girls (well most of them) then mod disco night with all. I am so excited for this evening and this year!

Lovely July: Photo Essay

2008-07-28T18:21:00.000-03:00

All Sparkles

2008-07-07T00:42:00.000-03:00

4th of July weekend. For the past five plus years I have either been out of town on work or sick with tonsillitis, but not this year! A fun weekend full of the usual all American Independence Day activities. Red white and blue apparel, BBQ, drinks, pie, corn-hole, badminton, shooting rang, illegal sky lights, and sparklers. Later home cooked meals, late night dance parties, 2 AM dips in Lake Washington, sleeping in, eating out, new kisses.

Happy Birthday Day America.

So Close but Worlds Away

2008-07-02T21:39:00.000-03:00

A long day of work yesterday landed me at Heather C.'s doorstep in a cute flowing dress, layered with a vest, and patent leather black pumps. Yes as I call them, "big girl clothes." People are usually shock by this look for me. With my long chicken legs and accompanied hight heels usually gives exaggerated length and with my normal casual clothes a dress always throws people for a spin. But I have to say I felt great and people seemed to think I looked it! I plopped down in the chair next to her bed in her extremely adorable studio apartment and slipped of my heels. We proceeded to indulge in our normal conversation that I love so much. The kind where you talk and talk as you clean and by the time the conversation is done with the apartment looks great and both people feel amazing inside.

We decided a meal was due and Ballard was not currently an option. Seems to be the consensus of the women in my life. Sorry Ballard, you just aren't hitting our spot anymore, but you will still always hold a place on the back burner. Sad I know. The decision was made to head toward Capital Hill, I know not really a better choice, but with that soon came an invitation to have dinner cooked for us by some friends of Heathers'. I was skeptical for reasons that can remain unsaid, for they have nothing to do with these boys, but I love interacting an meeting new people and a free meal is always nice so on our way we went.

I was told to drive like I was going home and that they lived close by. And close by indeed. Its an older house just blocks from my modern dwelling. It had so much character and history. Apparently it has been within this family for friends for the past ten or so years and looks as though it has been collecting a little character from each passing dweller as they come and go. Those are really homes, right? Unlike the apartment I live in where they repaint the walls oh so white after someone leave? God forbid it looks like anyone has ever lived there before!

I had a lovely evening. Sampled a new bottle of Portuguese wine, savored a vegetable medley stir-fry, and snacked on vegan cookies and Almond Joy like deserts. Thank you Scotty, my new favorite chef, you and your food were truly delightful company.

Midnight, lighting storms, and 75

2008-06-30T03:29:00.000-03:00

This is what happens during the day when that is the night.

Avoiding sunburns.

Human sprinkler.

I just felt the first breeze of the day.

Roseville

2008-06-25T03:25:00.000-03:00

My trip began with a cancelled flight. Stuck in Portland with nothing to do but drink.

I was only gone for about four days but really it felt much longer. There is something about entering suburbia that really makes time slow so much for me. Although I love where I spent the first half of my life, I continue to thank my parents for the move we made to Seattle.

Roseville was originally a railroad town and continues to operate as one. However in the last ten years it has exploded into mass produced homes and strip malls. Where miles of quite rolling hills used to separate towns they are now connected. Its a different atmosphere then I am used to in the city and every time I visit home it reminds me that I am not ready for that routine of a life. I was asked by my friend Frank if I would ever move back there and I honestly think I never will, but as we all know never say never, right?

Red, Ash, and my sexy leg.

(Roseville is beginning to have some more city like bars.

P.S. Red just got back from a Brad Paisely concert, I do not come from the country)

So needless to say this is no sight seeing town. What I love about visiting home is the look on peoples faces when they recognize you have have not seen you in years. I have visited on a semi regular basis but hardly ever have enough time to see everyone I would like too... maybe since I waste to much time relaxing in the sun. But usually when I go back there is at least one person that I run into that I have not seen in years or maybe even since I left. Im not totally sure why and I never expect any of these people to remember me (I was 12 when we moved), but they do, to no fail and there is something comforting about that ingrained existence in their minds.

Pools in backyards?

The main purpose of the trip was to see my brother and meet his family before I moved. I do not see him often since he still lives in Roseville and we do not talk that much, so it was a really important trip for me to make. His girls are lovely and I was pleased to see how much love his has found in his relationship and with her daughter as well. Although my brother has no children of his own I think I will be taking some parenting lessons from him if I ever have that stage in life, he amazed me but at the same time it seemed so normal for him. They all drove me to the airport this evening and Madison was confused as to why I had to go home. As we pulled up in front of the airport she asked if that was where I lived? You could see the look on her face she was not happy to part with me. This little girl has so much love in her heart for everything and everyone around her. As usual I held myself together until the last moment. As my brother was giving me a hug and fussing over my bags the water works began. Among many other comforting words my brothers response was, "Don't worry, I would not let you move if I did not think you could do it." Simply put from my brother that means more to me then I can express.

Sara, Madison, Justin

Only about two months and fifteen days to go.

There Will Be Broken Hearts

2008-06-13T01:41:00.000-03:00

Back to my roots.

Always and forever

So moving is starting to set in with a lot of excitement and sadness. I got to experience the enjoyment of cooking dinner with Josie the other night and, then enjoying it with him and Mel. On round two, cause everyone knows I usually always have seconds, we were joined by Kate and Jason. All of these people are resent additions to my life and amazing ones at that. Recently spending such quality time with these sorts of people has become very bitter sweet. I am aware that good solid friendships do not happen everyday and must be cherished.

As I think about it now I am overwhelmed with a sense of absence already. I have been so excited about the move that sometimes I forget what I will be leaving behind. I know that I will no doubt be leaving a piece of my heart here in Seattle with many amazing people.

As Heather calls these feelings of mine, "Growing pains."

Sundays

2008-06-04T00:56:00.001-03:00

All I need on Sundays: Ballard farmers market (crepe please), King's bloody mary (salad on top), Fiore americano (two raw sugars and soy), relaxation!

Home For Sometime At Last

2008-05-30T01:42:00.000-03:00

Between New York and cat sitting Tom Cat I have only been home and slept in my own bed two nights in the last two plus weeks. But peace at last. Starting last night I will have the exceptional joy of sleeping in my own bed for sometime following. Do not get me wrong I love traveling and such but sleeping on couches, in other peoples beds, maybe great beds, you just start to not sleep right no matter. For those of you who have come in contact with my bed, there is no denying it invites great sleep.

Tom Cat

I enjoyed a lovely summer day today. The last day off until the storm of several jobs rolls in tomorrow. But as Josie said this evening that is how I do. I work too much for anyones sanity for several weeks or more and then I kick my feet up and relax until it starts again. So eve before the storm I am sitting on my wonderful bed listening to Lillydale, the retired band of my friend Josie, thinking of the wonderful possibilities of summer 2008. The last few months before my move, beautiful summer months, many lovely people to share some amazing memory lasting experiences. Part of those experiences will most definitely include many BBQs. Anytime there is an announcement of a BBQ it is shortly followed by the question "What would you like me to bring?" and to no fail (and mainly from Kate) the answer is, "Your deviled eggs." So in the spirit of a great summer 2008 I share with you my deviled egg recipe.

Note: It may seem a bit strange but I have to be honest about this. You will notice none of the measurements are exact and appear to be more based on look. I am allergic to eggs so the reality is that I almost never try them when I make them. Thankfully however my dad is an amazing cook and he taught me how to make deviled eggs, among many other things as a kid. Since I could not try them and just followed his directions I just learned how much of what makes them taste good to other people. So here it is:

Hard Boiled eggs

*This is pretty much the most important part. Badly boiled eggs never lead to good deviled eggs. Not enough boiling is well, gross and to much boiling is well, extremely smelly.

12 eggs

large pot of water

needle

Use the needle to poke a hole in one end of each of the eggs. This allows some of the egg insides to escape as they expand from boiling and prevent cracking.
Once water reached a rough boil gently add eggs.
Let them stay at this rough boil for 10-11 mins. Remove for the heated burner before the 11 mins are up. Any longer will eventually lead to the smell we are trying to avoid.
Let the eggs rest in the hot water for 10 more minutes.
Drain from the hot water and run under cold water until sufficiently cooled. This will make pealing the eggs extremely easy!

Boiled to Deviled

Saffola mayonnaise

Grey Poupon dijon mustard classic

2 good sized cloves of garlic (or the equivalent amount of shallot)

paprika

*From my experience the brand of mayonnaise and dijon mustard you use really does make a difference.

Once you have pealed the eggs cut them in half vertically and empty the yolk into a bowl. One egg becomes two deviled eggs!
Add about 6 to 8 tablespoons of Saffola mayonnaise and mix well with a spoon. Should not be really smooth looking.
Add about 5 tablespoons of dijon mustard classic and keep mixing.
Take the two cloves of garlic and smash them with a knife to release juices. Then mince finely and add to yolk. If you like a bit more of a sweet flavor use shallots.
If yolk still appears to be too dry (by this I means looks or feels but you can taste it) Gradually add more mayonnaise and dijon mustard. But if you add one add the other!
If you were my dad you would take out your cake decorating tools and eloquently squeeze the yolks back into the center of the whites. However if you are me you use a spoon and a finger. Spread evenly.
Lightly sprinkle with paprika.

Deviled eggs for you guacamole for myself (I share).

Lovely addition to wonderful BBQ!

On a side note I have been listening to the Lillydale cd on repeat, as I usually do when I get a new cd. I love it. The last on on the album Sea, Shore, Spiral is especially lovely. However it is sad to me that I met Josie only shortly before this band had its last performance. Now that I have gotten to know and love him I wish I had known back then and had gone to that performance. I have many many friends who are musically involved and watching them on stage is always a moving and enjoyable experience, not matter how many times I have seen them. I would have liked to have had that experience with Josie. He says however that for sure another day another band. Cross your fingers.

How is the asparagus soup? Life Changing.

2008-05-28T19:30:00.000-03:00

I must apologize to all the faithful blog checkers who have not had anything new to look at for some time. Please never stop nagging me about it! I let myself get caught up in way to many wonderful meals like I had this afternoon with Mackenzie at Quinn's... and let me tell you that asparagus soup was life changing as the waiter so confidently told us. Mackenzie and I have officially been categorized as "foodies" and are always looking for every meal to have "life changing" flavor. We tend to be a bit over the top ordering way more then we need to eat, plate upon plate, smiling at the waiter as they look at us with that sideways glance of, "Crazy girls, that's a lot of food," and say, "Don't worry, we will eat it!" Quinn's lived up to its expectation and is highly recommended.

As much of a foodie as I claim to be I will admit that I induldge in the horrible food of this world as well. I try to hard but I am time after time sucked it! Everyone that knows me knows I just can't stay away from the fast food cravings! But even this hot dog I at the other day was to much for me!

Seriously! Does anyone else see a problem here? I know I asked for relish and that pickles are green, but if that green does not scream artificial?!? Ah! Why do I like it so much?

The big trip to The Big Apple has come, happened, and gone. I was so excited but part of me was thinking there could be the possibility that I would visit Brooklyn and decide that moving there was not really what I wanted. Thankfully that is not what happen. I am almost scared shitless about it but since I have been home it is something that I am looking forward to even more now. I cant wait to explore a new city and create new experiences and routines! Here are a few photos from the trip. I did not take to many... I need to get better at that. I am not used to having a camera on me at all times.

Kev and Sara are not the best flyers so we had to throw back a few before we flew out.

Kev's New Jersey home... and inside:

Concert for the babies!

The big Friday night party end with couples dancing to Sam Cooke... lovely evening.

Lovely Drew Victor!

Will, Willy, Bill, Billy just could not take anymore!

Who says you can't enjoy the outdoors in the city?

Whoever catches the cigarette... smokes the cigarette

Another "foodie" stop, the Roebling Tea Room

Red Flannel Hash

Lovely travel partners!

As I lifted my shades that day in July

2008-04-30T18:21:00.000-03:00

So many of you have heard the story of the day that I met the lovely Maldive clan, friends, and girlfriends, and wife. It was a lovely summer day that I can honestly say changed my life. Although there was some heart ache involved it was quickly out lived by pure love and appreciation for friendship these people offer. I had been at the beach all day indulging in my normal forms of relaxation and soaking up the sun (a bit to much soaking in fact). I was invited by an acquaintance of theirs to attend a bbq and later that night a show was up for grabs... but boy I had no idea what that meant!

As I rounded the corner to their Phinney Ridge watering hole I had the sun blaring in my oversized sunglass wearing, slightly crisped face, and as I stepped into the shade provided by the front porch overhang and pulled off my sunglasses the first face I was greeted by was this lovely man.

The little interaction I had with him that evening he came across and shy and polite in the old fashioned respectful way, and to my surprise later that evening he got up on stage and sang some amazing songs with his band Widower. This boy stole a bit of my heart and still has it, I was surprised by him. He later moved in with me for a bit, struggling to keep himself from moving back to the Big Apple. He has became someone special to me, someone I am very fond of and know will be a continuing part of my life. And on that note he is the one escorting me across the country to introduce me to what will soon me my stomping grounds.

This lovely lady, Mr. Kevin's love, will be joining us on the much anticipated by all vacation. See she has never been to New York before and at the same time we will be accompanying Kevin home to meet his family and friends. I could not wish for a better person for Kevin to be dating. She is beautiful, silly, mature, and loving, just to say a few. Although Sara did not want her picture taken last night when Kevin and I went to visit her at work, I think her picture shows this well... she can't help it she is to cute! So two weeks from now we will be enjoying the NY life, vacation time is due.

P.S I love this bar she works at. There is art covering every inch of the walls, it had calm lighting, and the best part is the vending machine filled with time art pieces for sale.

Monday, Monday

2008-04-28T18:57:00.000-03:00

I have been working on the same job for over a month now. I know, I know big deal. You go to the same 9-5 everyday and you are still alive. But let me tell you having only worked freelance in my industry over a month on the same job is killer! If I style one more pair of Hanna Andersson clothing I may loose my mind. I am an assistant on the job... but as we all know a more knowlegable one, so I get to style most of the accessories for the internet and catalog. Examples below: (Note: if you look around on the website there are several accessory items that were done before I joined the Hanna team, keep that in mind, ha!)

Tights Chones Hats

Simple you may say? Well all I can say is no, and you would not believe me unless you experienced it! Let me say after 15 pairs of underwear, 20 pairs of socks and tights, 18 pairs of shoes, well you get it... It gets repetitive! But hey some work is better then no work, this I know, and what doesn't get repetitive?

Last night was Little Red Hen dancing lessons, the two step this week. The funky mood I was in did not allow me to enjoy it like I usually do, but there is no way that it can't put a smile on your face for at least a moment. Im looking forward to finding a partner who can teach me something as opposed to me hardly learning and teaching them!

But today was Monday and besides the repetitive nature that is Monday, I had a great one. El Chupacabrah (I was interested in what that was exactly) for dinner with Miss Stacy and Renee. This one is for you Kev, you are always so proud!

Before

After

Then I went and saw a movie with the lovely Julianne and Alex (Scarecrow friends get you all kinds of free pass time!) Good movie, interesting, there was a lot of politics and then some video game like animation... really as I came out of it my main thought was how amazing it is the judgments that cultures put on each other. How badly people misunderstand others because of their own ignorance. I could have done without the video game aspect but I would say it was a good one time watch.

(The bottom title)

This one was late... but we only missed the previews and Julianne still bought her candy.

What lovely girls I have in my life. I think this blog will show a lot of that fact!

Growing up

2008-04-28T04:09:00.000-03:00

Lessons are so hard to learn. Relationships seem to be impossible to master, not even master, just keep from completely tearing. Im feeling that I am going through this intense lesson learning, growing up process right now. But as a very wise friend told me this evening your 20's (especially early) are not easy years. Thank you Heather, if you were not there to tell me even just half of the things that you do I most likely would have checked myself in months ago. I have got a lot to learn. So on that note I shall continue to attempt to learn these lessons with grace, and although like earlier this evening I lost sight of that, I think I will come out on the other side grateful for them.

As you can see in the first image she is my advise giver and great friend. Our age difference has never mattered to her and that makes me love her even more. I feel lucky to have met this lovely person, I will miss her.

So my moving to NY date has at this moment been set for September 10, 2008. More specifically 4 months and 16 days. Another thing to add to my current growing up process. Thankfully I am not in this one alone, I am dragging my good friend Ashley to The Big Apple with me, love her for that and I am sure that she feels the same way about me!

That is really my reason for restarting this blog. I used to write on it as sort of a therapy thing... but that only needs to happen for me when things are on a down slop and no one needs to read about all the inner stuff all the time so it was quickly discontinued. I want this to be a way to keep people informed when I leave, so that if I do not get a chance to talk to them directly for a bit they know that I am still alive and well on the other side of the country. Not that this is a replacement for actual contact because that would classify me as a bad friend. So the decision was made to start it up now because for those of you who know me I tend to get bored with things quickly if they do not become habits. Attempting to start the habit now.

And New York here I come!